The Seniors Line!

Hey all! Today I'm gonna introduce the Lower Secondary Senior Line Of The Boards of Break Monitor!!

1st, We have our Guo Meng - The Wise One

2nd, We have our Ayush - The Serious One

3rd, We have Wayne - The Cool One

4th, Our Mr. Soon Jian - The Silent One

Lastly, Me - The Emo One

LOL!!

Ignore this post, I'm just bored..

Ray.

Who Am I ??

Sometimes, or most of the time, I’m thinking… Who am I??
Just who the Hell am I in other peoples eyes?? Rubbish? Idiot? Dog? Puppet?
Well I’m all that alright…. Why?? I’m a rubbish because I’ll be forgotten after they use me….
An idiot because serving for those people and letting them forgetting me. Being treated like a dog, working like hell, in the end??? Who the hell cares about it ?? Yeah, being controlled like puppet. Damn those people….

After working and serving for them so hard, putting all my heart to it.. and being forgotten?? That’s nice right?? Yeah.. so the lesson is?? Never put your heart into the things that you’re doing, because no one will appreciate it….

Ray
*By the way, anyone knows how to write a resignation letter?*

Mistakes

Recently, I’ve done a lot of mistakes that I would regret. Really regret… Quarreling is one of them…

I don’t know what’s with me lately…

Maybe I’m just stressed? Or sick of my life? I’ve became hot-tempered, get angry easily at minor stuff, not understanding people, yelling at people for no reason. To whom I did that, I’m terribly sorry. (especially my love =s)

It’s just that… I’m going through some tough time lately… my band life, is getting worse as day passes by, I’m having a hard time playing my instrument as there is something wrong with my lungs or what so ever is happening to me… and disappointing every single member, is hard for me to face…

Besides that, my life? Disaster… My studies are not any better. Plus, the final’s around the corner… Not mentioning the nagging I receive everyday from my parents, seniors, and complains from juniors…

Hopefully, there’s no more problems will come in… I really need someone right now… If she was here…

And dear, I’m sorry for what I’ve said, I didn’t meant to say those words.… except 143, the 3words and 8letters. Sorry. will you forgive me ??

Ray

Poems?

As the glaze from the broken glass
that was my heartshines in your eyes
Like a collapsed star
You will not know what wasor what could have been

As the waters of time evaporate
into the toxic air of hope
And Grabs your throat
Like a victim of God
You will think twice about life and
wish you had another chance

As the blood from the remains
that was my bodystains your shoes
Like a blind painter
you will not know what you are doing or when to stop

-Bornlie (deviantArt.com)-

I’m back.

After missing for months,
I’m back to ‘clean’ my blog. =)
Where can I start…
Things has been going up and down for me lately..
Let’s begin with;

My Studies- It has not been going smooth… I was not able to catch up with my studies, because I was too lazy to study this year. But luckily I woke up on time and realize that I’m far too back behind the class, so I decided to take extra lessons from my teachers, going for tuitions, asking tips and help. And I managed to catch up at last.. just, not as good as before and will always stay that way.. never smarter, or smartest…

My Love Life- Not going up neither, nor going down. Let’s just say, it’s a normal relationship, with misunderstandings, argues, quarrels, caring bout each other, but just plain cold. It’s not the same as before anymore…. For now, I’m at my best, trying to pull everything back together…

My…self?- Facing a lot of conflicts… is it good ? I’m now blogging with a urge to die… you should understand.. =)
Don’t worry about me alright? Whoever that do… I’m fine. Totally fine…

Ray.

Sorry

For all who reads my blog (apparently none)
I wont be updating till further notice..
Busy studying lately...
Frankly speaking, I'm lazy..
lols, sorry bout that..
will try to update soon..
Til there, take care.

Vampire

Living In This World

The demon, wonder why…
Human live in the world…
By the second they were born,
They start to suffer…
Why??
When they are just a baby,
They suffered when they learn to talk…
When they grew and became a child,
They suffered by their parents scolding them for being playful,
As they grow into their teenage era,
They faced stress due to their studies…
Right after they finished their studies,
They started to work…
Then they will be tortured by the works they faced…
Reports, assignment, presentation, etc….
Why don’t human just end their life..
After a second of pain,
There will be no more suffering…
Only a peace, chilling time in heaven…
Or a peace, hot time in hell
Humans, hard to understand..
Facing their life, even though so much suffering..
But still forcing themselves to be happy..

Vampire