The Seniors Line!

Hey all! Today I'm gonna introduce the Lower Secondary Senior Line Of The Boards of Break Monitor!!

1st, We have our Guo Meng - The Wise One

2nd, We have our Ayush - The Serious One

3rd, We have Wayne - The Cool One

4th, Our Mr. Soon Jian - The Silent One

Lastly, Me - The Emo One

LOL!!

Ignore this post, I'm just bored..

Ray.

Who Am I ??

Sometimes, or most of the time, I’m thinking… Who am I??
Just who the Hell am I in other peoples eyes?? Rubbish? Idiot? Dog? Puppet?
Well I’m all that alright…. Why?? I’m a rubbish because I’ll be forgotten after they use me….
An idiot because serving for those people and letting them forgetting me. Being treated like a dog, working like hell, in the end??? Who the hell cares about it ?? Yeah, being controlled like puppet. Damn those people….

After working and serving for them so hard, putting all my heart to it.. and being forgotten?? That’s nice right?? Yeah.. so the lesson is?? Never put your heart into the things that you’re doing, because no one will appreciate it….

Ray
*By the way, anyone knows how to write a resignation letter?*

Mistakes

Recently, I’ve done a lot of mistakes that I would regret. Really regret… Quarreling is one of them…

I don’t know what’s with me lately…

Maybe I’m just stressed? Or sick of my life? I’ve became hot-tempered, get angry easily at minor stuff, not understanding people, yelling at people for no reason. To whom I did that, I’m terribly sorry. (especially my love =s)

It’s just that… I’m going through some tough time lately… my band life, is getting worse as day passes by, I’m having a hard time playing my instrument as there is something wrong with my lungs or what so ever is happening to me… and disappointing every single member, is hard for me to face…

Besides that, my life? Disaster… My studies are not any better. Plus, the final’s around the corner… Not mentioning the nagging I receive everyday from my parents, seniors, and complains from juniors…

Hopefully, there’s no more problems will come in… I really need someone right now… If she was here…

And dear, I’m sorry for what I’ve said, I didn’t meant to say those words.… except 143, the 3words and 8letters. Sorry. will you forgive me ??

Ray

Poems?

As the glaze from the broken glass
that was my heartshines in your eyes
Like a collapsed star
You will not know what wasor what could have been

As the waters of time evaporate
into the toxic air of hope
And Grabs your throat
Like a victim of God
You will think twice about life and
wish you had another chance

As the blood from the remains
that was my bodystains your shoes
Like a blind painter
you will not know what you are doing or when to stop

-Bornlie (deviantArt.com)-

I’m back.

After missing for months,
I’m back to ‘clean’ my blog. =)
Where can I start…
Things has been going up and down for me lately..
Let’s begin with;

My Studies- It has not been going smooth… I was not able to catch up with my studies, because I was too lazy to study this year. But luckily I woke up on time and realize that I’m far too back behind the class, so I decided to take extra lessons from my teachers, going for tuitions, asking tips and help. And I managed to catch up at last.. just, not as good as before and will always stay that way.. never smarter, or smartest…

My Love Life- Not going up neither, nor going down. Let’s just say, it’s a normal relationship, with misunderstandings, argues, quarrels, caring bout each other, but just plain cold. It’s not the same as before anymore…. For now, I’m at my best, trying to pull everything back together…

My…self?- Facing a lot of conflicts… is it good ? I’m now blogging with a urge to die… you should understand.. =)
Don’t worry about me alright? Whoever that do… I’m fine. Totally fine…

Ray.

Sorry

For all who reads my blog (apparently none)
I wont be updating till further notice..
Busy studying lately...
Frankly speaking, I'm lazy..
lols, sorry bout that..
will try to update soon..
Til there, take care.

Vampire

Living In This World

The demon, wonder why…
Human live in the world…
By the second they were born,
They start to suffer…
Why??
When they are just a baby,
They suffered when they learn to talk…
When they grew and became a child,
They suffered by their parents scolding them for being playful,
As they grow into their teenage era,
They faced stress due to their studies…
Right after they finished their studies,
They started to work…
Then they will be tortured by the works they faced…
Reports, assignment, presentation, etc….
Why don’t human just end their life..
After a second of pain,
There will be no more suffering…
Only a peace, chilling time in heaven…
Or a peace, hot time in hell
Humans, hard to understand..
Facing their life, even though so much suffering..
But still forcing themselves to be happy..

Vampire

The Battle

The day was started with a smile on everyone faces..
The things got screwed up when it comes to the 2nd lesson,
Where a letter came…
Written that J was going away…
The hope of the team, is leaving us in forced,
Due to the letter..
Then the moment came…
It was 3 pass noon..
We went to the battlefield…
In hope that the commander will be back to bring the team ahead.
But… no sign of him can be seen….
So we stepped into the battlefield.....
Without a commander,
So a hopeless guy stands up for the team….
In order to take over until the commander came,
The team won its 1st battle…
Still waiting, for the commander…
But the 2nd battle started…
So they went on without him…
In luck, they won the 2nd battle too…
It was 5 pass noon then…
They waited patiently for the commander..
And again, they started without the commander…
It was the end of them…
When 12 of the them were killed by the opponent…
While only 2 opponents were killed…
It was not the end of them…
When the commander finally walked in…
On their last moment,
The commander ran in the battle field…
Screaming, cursing, shooting like a mad man,
At the end of the battle,
14 were sacrificed while they killed 9….
Was a disappointing moment for them…
Even now…..

Vampire.
sry taiko...

Emo

Emo, might be fun to be…
But it causes people to be worry...
How do I know??
I’m once an emo guy...
You hurt yourself for no reason…
Pain, is your happiness…
Joy, is your sadness…
Sadness, is you..
Emo people make others avoid you.
But true friends will never leave you…
Still it will make them worry.
Don’t be an emo person.
But follow an emo style.

Vampire.

Breakdown

All have started when...
The demon fell in love with a human.
It was the human that he really loved...
But he didn’t know that...
Humans are that creepy...
He was loyal... but,
Was dumped once...
Which it leave a deep wound...
But it was heal.
And was cut deeper the 2nd time...
Maybe... the demon was not the match for that particular human..
Since they are from the different world..
Then, came a being...
A being as holy as an angel...
To his side when he is down...
Putting him under her wings…
Time passes by…
And the demon found out that he has fell in love with her..
Not forgetting the feeling towards the human..
But, it turns out…
The human has changed.
To go to her kind
And leaving the demon from hell…
The demon was not completely sad..
When there is someone to go to..
But, the wound in his heart..
Will always be there,
With the stains of sweetness in the wound,
Not forgetting the new opening of love for
A new feeling to flow…
He decide, to move on
And never turn back…
To the human that betrayed him.

Vampire

Separation

There will be a time,
When humans begins to get weaker..
And weaker by day..
Until the day they leave this world..
To the other world..
Where you will be alone..
Where no one you knew around you..
But, whenever you feel alone..
Remember.. you are always cared and loved
By the one you loved…

Vampire.

Breakdown

Day passes, things just don’t get better..
Day by day, humans becoming moodless,
Even the heavenly beings..
Beings that was sent down to earth..
Which was down here to watch over humans..
Have their dark moments too..
Not to blame, with the humans that are becoming more immoral,
Hours ago, another breakdown of the beings…
Without a reason to tell, that caused a chaos in hell…
Demon that lived in hell, worried the situation in heaven..
Especially the beings up there..
The demon, tried to help..
Without a problem for him to help..
Trapped in hell, and bless the heavenly beings..
While watching them, and not able to do anything….
He’ll do his best in helping..
But turned down due to the age matter..
With a difference of 5 century old..
The demons is a child afterall...
Who wont be able to help...

Vampire.

Demon in hell

A demon, lives deep in the fiery hell, with no one around…
Trying his best to fit in, by doing anything..
Making fun of himself, just to be noticeable..
Talking tonnes of words, just for being noisy instead of lonely..
Playful all the time, just to cover up the truth..
Today, tears rolled down his cheeks..
Without reasons..
Thinking about what he have done throughout the year..
Why is he making a fool out of himself all this while..
Fitting in is a tough job for him..
Due to his difference..
For a creature like him, living in hell,
Fitting in with creatures whom lives in heaven,
And human beings…
A total difficulty for him..
Day passed by, the attitude got used…
Became a habit to be annoying,
Being hated and teased…
Has became a common thing to him..
He may seem to be happy on the outside..
But his not in the inside..
The demon.. will life forever..
In his dark world.. all alone…
Shine came in thou..
When the angel, fairy and cupid came into his world to visit..
But it will never be bright for long..
Where it is hell..
Will always remain dark..

Vampire.

5 in 1.

Sorry guys for not updating my blog for awhile.. All thanks to my laziness and kinda busy...
OK, lets start from the bottom up xD shall we ?

Friday. 27 of March...

Thanks for the gift Angel(Tenny a.k.a onee-chan), Cupid (Romaric),

Ammonia(NH4, Ngee Hsing jie) XD, CutySpirit (Vikki jie) Emo Elle (Jimmy) =D
And for the bling too xD.. Really cool O.O~

Oh, not forgetting a photo album..~ ^^

Jimmy's drawing !! Yeng~

Waaaaa! yeng~

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RM50 !!! Cool!

Thursday, went for a funeral parade near PCGHS...

Bro Paul friend passed away~ So Bro Paul insisted us to go and play..

As a sign of respect cause he sponsored the band about 10k few years ago..

And to to school too..

We were thinking that.. OMG~ the band standard has gone so low till we play for funeral...

But when we recieved the red packet.. opened it.. saw turqoise colour paper.. O.O!

RM50 !! Nice ~! LOLS~
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Cousin's wedding...

On the wedding, i was the photographer xD

Fun.. Took more than 1k of pics..

I'll just upload one...

Wish they live happily ever after =D

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SXIMB bbq night.

Smoke everywhree !!! XD

Luckily we got pro chef to cook.. especially amir.. LMAO!!

You'll understand when u see the pics~

It was really fun. =D

See.. the chef~ xD

Cupid(Romaric-in orange) took ecstacy xD
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CNY.....

Nothing much.. Juz some random pics xD

Was visiting relative in Perak and Penang..
Was fun, getting red packets.. which mostly RM10andRM20.. (10%RM50 xD )

Not forgetting the RM 4 and RM5 xD

Phew... Done all the incident happened for the past two month...

Cleared up the spider web on my blog xD

Washing the blog.. and polish them =D

Thats all for now..

Vampire,

~animeXmusica~

Form 1 orientation..

Sorry I didn't wrote a new post lately due to the tonnes of homework...
For the past few days, I have done my homework till 10.30pm and slpt 11pm
but today no homework ~ yay!! xD

Ok, bout the form 1 orientation ^^
Its was fun cause the uniform units of the school must perform for the form 1
to 'fish' them to a particular unit..~
Eventhou our band performed 2nd last if I'm not mistaken,
but i think the other societies did their best ! *claps *claps*
So, we begun with the percussion march in with thier drum solos..
then follow by the pipers with the song 'Scotland the brave'
Then we begin with the first song which is 'Rasa Sayang' by the pipers..
after day with band songs (sorry, i dunno all the songs ><'')
After that, we have Jason Wong(band ldr '09) with his speech
then we ended the performance with the song "Final Countdown"
Then the form 1 cheered and clapped.. So nice..
Finally, we changed, went for our recess and study in class...
I really hope that more form 1 students will join the band than last year..
Thats all for now, I wan to go play games or see tv liao =P

signing off,
Ray Gan

Pain la T_T

Today went to school as usual,
but played music in assembly instead of lining up~
Had house meeting, studied, played basketball in school..
Came home, bath, do hmwork, play ps then went for basketball again..
Now begins the reason of the title...
After playing ps, i played basketball in my house,
when trying to do a trick which i dunno how to spell the name,
the move is u throw the ball at the board and bounce back at u and b4 reaches ur hand..
u jump and take to ball then shoot...
while i doing that, the ball bouce back at me and i tried to take the ball and...
Bam! hit my hand and sprained my pinky T_T..
Now, i have to write this blog in pain.. sobbies~~
Oh well, i wan to let it heal properly b4 chinese new year come ><
Anyway, lucky i didn't sprained the right hand... phew, if not i will write in pain ==''
Alright, thats all for today...
Sigh, life is unpredictable...

Signing off,
Ray Gan

New skin!! ^^

Yay! finally changed my blog skin to a better one xD
Sorry ar, 2 days no blog liao, veli busy lo >.<'' (manyak homework la)
Hmmm, comments bout the skin ? ^^
Will be blogging tonight...
for now, i wan do homework then go play PS(ps1 nia =.='')
Alright, till then ~!

Signing off,
Ray Gan

2nd day of skul got homework liao ==''

Wheee!
We got homework today keke
Juz now went to school at 6.50am
Then went in class at 7.30am
1st lesson is English tought by Mr.Emmanuel~ Great man ~
Gave some work on contractions~ fun fun ^^
but finish them in school~
Then it was BM, class teacher Pn.Gunavathy..
Tot was a cruel teacher but not reli..
She gave us homework, karangan~
yesterday she said she wan to change our place,
then juz now oso she got say..
so i, jk, cheam scared knot sit together sobs..
but at last she said that the class is quiet, so no need la..
summore she ask see hu wan change place ?? (how nice's that ?!?!)
summore say can sit with ur frens... cool!
but nobody changed except ryan.. pity guy...
ryan wanted to sit at sum guy place behind jk but that guy dun wan..
sigh, nvm, at least same class T_T
so then was science.. so fun !!
learnt bout stimuli/senses~ =D
then geography, Pn.Mok..
learnt bout longitud and latitud~ nice nice ^^
Ok larh, thats more or less about today ~
Hope it will be a better day tomolo.
i wan go slp liao~
ltr 2molo knot wake up ><''
Buaiix, cya soon

Ray Gan

1st day of skul!

Today is the 1st day of skul !!
Went to school at 7am.. Saw so many form 1 guys!
All so cute xD And imagine i was one of them before =.=''
So meet up wif frens and talk and laugh like hell xD
Back to my oldself ^^
Went in class at 7.30am
Sat wif JK~
Then recess, go duty,
after recess go back class
go home !! wheeee xD
Played ps1 ==''
Blog!
Seems boring huh ?
That is because it is !! Mwahahahaha xD
ok la, lazy blog liao ~
2molo start study liao, yay ! ^^
Have fun~!

Ray Gan

School reopening!

Its 4th of January, the day before the school reopens...
We can see parent rushing to buy school uniforms for their children..
Students trying on their uniform..
And parent buying less uniform this year.. due to the economy..

Any1 ready for the school ?!?!?!?!?!
Ok... now to check my checklist~
Uniform = Check!
Books = Check!
Pencil = Check! (used for drawing )
Pen = ???? (2moro go school buy xP)
Eraser = Check!
Tie, Badge = Check!

Alright.. looks like I'm ready~ (Almost xD..)
There is one problem...
I don’t know tomorrow i can wake up or not Dx
Try my best bah.. sigh..
Oh ya, thx to school reopening, i have to cut my hair ==''
Here's how i look..... damn..

Before

After

LMAO!

Well thats all...

Have fun in school tomorrow!

Ray Gan

CNY clothes.. sigh

First i want to apologize to all for not updating my blog for so long~
Well, in my holiday life, its boring so nothing to update~
Ok, about CNY clothes, this year dunno why, feel like not buying any cloth,
maybe its because of the unstable economy, or maybe i dun see any nice cloth in the mall...
Juz now at 7pm went to Queensbay, mom ask me faster go buy CNY clothes liao..
I ma say ok lo.. when go thre, i see all the cloth very boring le...
walked till 10pm buy nothing... ==''
u see~ last year('08) i go mall i can buy dunno how many cloth,
but this year... nothing sigh
CNY very near de le... ><
So i wan to ask if any1 will to help me by telling whre got nice boy cloth to buy(affortable)
nice shoes... if can, giv some idea how to pick suitable cloth ><
I'm a tanned boy who is 13+ (3month and 25days to 14) ...
173cm height~ love basketball~ keke

Really appreciate ur help T_T

Ray Gan